Summer

There are two sides to every story

Everyone, including yours truly, should stop playing the blame game and start understanding that sh.. happens and feelings sometimes cannot be controlled. And I'm not just talking about blaming others, i have too often blamed myself and felt guilty for things that were not only my fault. Life's too short to waste it pointing fingers, if something happens, try to fix it, in the nicest way possible, don't look for scape goats or wallow in self-hate.

Aberatii vol. 1

If u know me, please don't read this, or at least refrain from laughing your ass off:)).

I write stuff, don't know exactly what it is, poetry, stories, whatever, I like to call it pure fiction.

The words sometimes just come pouring out or I have a very strange dream that I just have to put down on paper... Anyway, here are certain parts of some of my "works":)), let me know if u wanna read more or if I should just put a stop to this sillyness

P.S. This is the first time I show anyone this stuff, so be gentle:)

Into eternity

[…] “Slowly you twist a knife into my chest 

As your love twisted it’s way into my heart 

Death comes slowly, painfully

Unlike the love you gave to me 

Which was swift and lovely 

Tears dripping down your face 

Blood dripping from my chest 

Your hands are red 

And yet they hold me 

As on any other day 

You squeeze me tight 

And kiss my lips I feel I cannot breathe 

My life is over Yours just began in torment 

You don’t deny, you love me so 

From here onto infinity

From now into eternity”[…]

Selfish love

"[...]If I cannot, no one can have you 

If I can’t see you, you won’t be seen 

If I can’t touch you, you won’t be touched 

If u can’t love me, your love forever will be lost If u can’t kiss me, your lips won’t touch another pair

If u can leave me, then life shall leave you 

If I won’t hear your pretty voice, u will not speak again[...]"

This is their story

"This is their story, how their spirits united and formed one being so divine, and yet so lustful, so merciful and yet so full of hate, so loved and yet so lonely…

The birth of man came not from only one place, it represents the perfect merge of heaven, hell, right here on earth.

Her skin so soft and pale as alabaster, her eyes more blue than any sky or sea, her hair as golden as the sun. So innocent and precious, she was an angel. Of all the planets in the universe, only one was in her heart, Earth. She saw herself, in the blue skies, oceans, flowers, beauty, life. Her name was Eve, but then came Adam, he loved the planet too…the wrath of nature unleashed for him to see. Adam, a devil, with eyes like fire, wandering the universe lonely and lustfull in search for one who would complete him… 

When his eyes fall upon her for just a moment, the devil fell in love. Not even he could resist her beauty, grace and innocence. She by nature, loved all living things, but this was much more overwhelming… she felt his firey eyes pierce their way into her chest, into her heart. A fire deep within she felt, that would consume her if he would leave her side. Everyday they would come closer and closer together, feeling eachother, loving eachother more and more. Until one day when it became clear that everything was changing, they were changing, into eachother.

Merging unwillfully into one being, the fruit of their love, man[...]"

Shut your pie hole:))

"If A is a success in life, then A equals x plus y plus z. Work is x; y is play; and z is keeping your mouth shut."
Albert Einstein

This is something I probably have a problem with, keeping my mouth shut, I usually speak my mind even though sometimes I feel I give out a bit too much information. Anyway, I always say, if you don't have something nice to say, don't say anything at all...

Head In The Clouds

Poza facuta de 1 Mai din Herastrau...and then came the rain...

I'm kind of an optimist, and despite the fact that I try to find logic in everything, I still believe in fairytales. People should really understand that they can do anything, just with the power of their minds, especially the subconcious. I am sometimes superstitious, but not because i believe there is a higher power watching and judging me, but because of the power of the subconcious mind which i believe sometimes makes us do things not rationally decided. I never read the horoscope(because even though it's just silly mumbo-jumbo, my subconcious records it and it affects my behaviour), and sometimes I pray even though I don't believe in Church, just because it somehow gives me peace of mind and helps me calm down.

On my religious views, I am not an atheist, I do believe in a higher power, I do believe in the somewhat worshiping of a God, an act of selflesness acknowledging the greater importance and power of something over you, doing this makes you feel like a better person, therefore charging you with positive energy.

I also tend to trust people, I try not to be paranoid I think it's better to offer trust unconditionally even if u get burned:) "It's better to have loved and lost than  never to have loved at all". I'm reffering here also to friends and family, not just romantic relationships.

Oh, and of course I am a drama queen:))

Socially Challenged

I like people, but only a select few, the rest, I don't really care about. I have a pretty nice life, I mean I have almost everything I want right now, great family, great friends and I would say, quite a bright future ahead of me:)).

Unfortunately, I have discovered(through my latest "career" exploits) that my earlier suspicions in life are well founded... I don't enjoy socializing:). I mean it's ok, if I have to I can do it, but I'd rather not, most of the time I just like to be alone, play a videogame, or write ridiculous stuff on my blog that the few friends that I have will make fun of:)).

Full Moon

I can't sleep...I like to blame the full moon, but it's really me, I can't stop thinking how precious time is and what a waste sleeping seems sometimes, when u have lots to do, people to see places to go and trying lo leave something behind in this world. Don't get me wrong I understand the need for sleep and all these other phisycal needs we as humans have, but I can't help but wonder how much more we could acomplish if less time was wasted.

More about me

I don't take myself too seriously, no one should, and God knows how much fun my friends will make about me writing this blog, but I promised myself to try and exteriorise my thoughts a little bit more in order for them not to overwhelm me. In other words this blog is like an outlet for me and I plan on staying as anonymous as possible.

I love Einstein, and yes, I am talking about the genius german born theoretical physicist, although I do not claim to understand even a tiny fragment of his life's work in the field of phisics, I have always been fascinated by the power of the mind and smart people, and reading his views on life opened up my mind and influenced my personality greatly.

I would like to add a paragraph from Einstein's "The World As I See It"(also where I got the title for the blog), I believe it's something everyone should at least read:
"The fairest thing we can experience is the mysterious. It is the fundamental emotion which stands at the cradle of true art and true science. He who knows it not and can no longer wonder, no longer feel amazement, is as good as dead, a snuffed-out candle. It was the experience of mystery--even if mixed with fear--that engendered religion. A knowledge of the existence of something we cannot penetrate, of the manifestations of the profoundest reason and the most radiant beauty, which are only accessible to our reason in their most elementary forms--it is this knowledge and this emotion that constitute the truly religious attitude; in this sense, and in this alone, I am a deeply religious man. I cannot conceive of a God who rewards and punishes his creatures, or has a will of the type of which we are conscious in ourselves. An individual who should survive his physical death is also beyond my comprehension, nor do I wish it otherwise; such notions are for the fears or absurd egoism of feeble souls. Enough for me the mystery of the eternity of life, and the inkling of the marvellous structure of reality, together with the single-hearted endeavour to comprehend a portion, be it never so tiny, of the reason that manifests itself in nature."

Hmmmm....

I read, I write, I doodle, I draw, I even paint from time to time, I'm not here to brag, merely to try and showcase part of my creativity, a trait I believe everyone has, it's just that most people ignore it or don't have time to express it... Oh, and I love taking pictures and making them my own, because to me everything is either extremely colourfull or black and white, I believe that art is in the extremes, and life is always somewhere in the middle.

I prefer writing my posts in english, because i find it easier to express myself this way, but some words are better said in other languages so I won't limit my blog to english.

Ignorance may be bliss but knowledge is power, and power will get you much further than money...